Frequently asked questions...
1. Must I also mentally image each item as the visualizer spins?
Yes, active mental engagement is crucial. While the visualizer provides a visual aid, it's essential to:
Mentally visualize each item: As the visualizer cycles through images, simultaneously conjure a vivid mental picture of each item.
Engage your senses: Incorporate sensory details—imagine the texture, color, sound, or any other pertinent attributes of the item.
Passive observation without mental participation is (I think) pretty much useless, though I may be wrong on this.
2. Did you make these yourself?
Earlier versions of visualizers that I used to have on the site were made by professional developers who I paid handily. When AI came along I was able to use it to develop the MOAV all by myself.
3. Is the visualizer free to use?
Yes, the visualizer is entirely free for personal use on bengston.org. However, please adhere to the following guidelines:
Usage: Feel free to utilize the visualizer for your personal development and exploration.
Restrictions: You are not permitted to copy, reproduce, or modify the programs in any form.
My website operates on a non-profit basis, offering resources to the community at no cost.
4. Are you affiliated with Dr. Bengston?
No, I have no personal or professional affiliation with Dr. William Bengston. I only met him once in my life during one of his workshops in Europe. This platform is independently maintained, aiming to provide resources and information related to the Bengston Method for interested individuals. The official website is here.
5. Why are you doing this?
I worked in the cancer industry for 3-4 years. It was a cozy job and in the end I was working for one of the most prestigious institutions in the world. Everyone was nice and polite and smiling all the time, and the coffee was great. Problem is, the drugs didn't work. They are crap. I wouldn't wish that toxic crap on my worse enemy. A lot of the "research" was on breast cancer, and the treatment involved firstly chopping off a woman's breast(s), then giving her toxic chemotherapy to reduce the chance of the cancer coming back by some pathetically low percentage. There was a big ritual around "informed consent" but the entire informed consent process was a joke as well. It was never explained to the participants that if they have a solid tumor that cannot be resected (cut out) then they will die, and they will die a horrible toxic death. They used nice words like "treatment", but most of the time they did not explain to the patient that the treatment of their unresectable tumor involves guaranteed death and guaranteed toxicity.
After the cancer came back, or if they were unable to resect it in the first place, they would put the patient through successive regimens of different toxic chemotherapy, and each time the tumor would respond less and less, until in the end it didn't respond at all. Then the women, breasts chopped off, destroyed immune systems, walking dead basically, would often beg the doctor for some more toxic chemotherapy. But the doctor would lovingly explain that there is no point in giving toxic chemotherapy and that was that. Those poor people turned into junkies for toxic chemotherapy.
So this site is my way of trying to give something back, and burning off some of the bad karma for working in that establishment for a period of my life. I understand that most people are hopeless, and they will do whatever the man in the white coat says, even after the man in the white coat has amputated many of their body parts and has destroyed their body with toxic poison. But everyone makes their choices.
